savage213

So apparently you cant change what I'm doing, fortunately I am drinking water and as usual i'm hungry. Been thinking about SG a lot, in theory I'm still in love, being in the same city as her would probably make that fade really quick. I keep longing for something new, something different. Read an interesting article last night that if you are emotionally neglected as a child you have a propensity to anxious and angry. I definitely get angry, think the abandonment issues are mostly under control, although I really don't want to let anyone in, ever. AJ hurt me, we would probably not have worked out anyway but the rejection was surprisingly pa

figured it out!!

Without emotoins, without feelings, breath is just a clock, ticking ticking ticking, breath is just a clock - Combichrist I'd like to tell you about the strangest secret in the world - SIMPLY DONT THINK (Octivebyoctive - Sibot) What would it be like, no emotions, no concequences, nothing but random events, all strung together but time. i wouldnt mind that at all, the world would be a better place, wat controls our irrational behavior? irrational thoughts influenced by our fucking emotions. gimme drugs...make reality go away